after long long time i am again here back to my world with lots of feeling n emotions i dun knw i m hurt by many many n many i was unalble to decide wether i m wrong or others are wrong but soon i realizes that i m also wrong n they 2 coz we clap by our both hand so fault is on both side
firstly i was quite confused that what i have to do n what i m doing i was completly lost i thought i should not lived in this materialistic world i was exhausted by evryone's behaviour i knw iwas wrong but they were 2
Finallyyyyyyyyy some one has to take step to enjoys the colour of life so i did i said sorry to everyone n finally ask the eason of this behaviour they forgive me n their whole exhaustion was on me n now they are completly relaxed n everything is back to normal but i was thinking that i said sooorrrrrrrie to them but no one realizes how much i was hurt by them how much i cried for them how much i was ignored by them n still i didnot said a single word
is it worth with me that i even didnot get a sorrry from anyone of them with whom i m going to spend my time i was so shocked n broken that if i m smiling for them it doesnot meant that i m not hurt by them but it's useless to express my agrresion i wont worth n their will be no difference between us so it's better to keep silent n enjoy with them n i forwarded but still this soorrrrryyyyyy i want from them they think that i dun have heart i dun have feelings i m only a materaial for them
n they think that i can only hurt them why they are not thinking that i m hurt by them 2
i m exhausted so finallyy i m here coz when i stated thinking all about it i get quite depressed n until n unless i m not going to write here i m going to feel fresh now i m litttle bit fine n thnks to u my lovelyy bloggg
n THANKS to the creator of this world allah i m very thankful to u that i said sorry to them so that now there is no hateredness in their heart for me n neither i hate them but ........................................
at times we get depressed when we think about past .............................
n past teaches u a goood lesssonnnnnnnnnnnnnn.......
firstly i was quite confused that what i have to do n what i m doing i was completly lost i thought i should not lived in this materialistic world i was exhausted by evryone's behaviour i knw iwas wrong but they were 2
Finallyyyyyyyyy some one has to take step to enjoys the colour of life so i did i said sorry to everyone n finally ask the eason of this behaviour they forgive me n their whole exhaustion was on me n now they are completly relaxed n everything is back to normal but i was thinking that i said sooorrrrrrrie to them but no one realizes how much i was hurt by them how much i cried for them how much i was ignored by them n still i didnot said a single word
is it worth with me that i even didnot get a sorrry from anyone of them with whom i m going to spend my time i was so shocked n broken that if i m smiling for them it doesnot meant that i m not hurt by them but it's useless to express my agrresion i wont worth n their will be no difference between us so it's better to keep silent n enjoy with them n i forwarded but still this soorrrrryyyyyy i want from them they think that i dun have heart i dun have feelings i m only a materaial for them
n they think that i can only hurt them why they are not thinking that i m hurt by them 2
i m exhausted so finallyy i m here coz when i stated thinking all about it i get quite depressed n until n unless i m not going to write here i m going to feel fresh now i m litttle bit fine n thnks to u my lovelyy bloggg
n THANKS to the creator of this world allah i m very thankful to u that i said sorry to them so that now there is no hateredness in their heart for me n neither i hate them but ........................................
at times we get depressed when we think about past .............................
