hurt :(

hey again i m back to you today i m hurt by someone special  today i got a msg that disturbs me alot so i decided to talk to my friend so that she can make my mood  or i want to ditract my mind from that text that was taking my life or i was going in depression
MY bestttttttt friend text me to forward her msg to someone i did n i asked  what is goingon let me knw plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz neither my friend not the one one who i call my bro
okayyyyyyyyyy fine i dun mind if they are not intrested in telling me i dun want to knw about it i only text so that i can forget about that textttttttt
For long time iwas very angry n decided to show my feeling n anger on them but later on i decided i m not going to do that
i will keep all my angerness in me n will not tell anything to both of them  n this what i did but todayyyyyyyyyyy i m hurt but never mind it happens
there mysteries are the part of life so if this happen with me so it's okay at times people avoid u n they dun realize that this think hurt other n their absence is feel by us  well i only wrote it to comfort my self  only no personal harsh word or hateredness in my hurt n i knw i will be okay till morning i want to freak out so i did now i m  fine  so bye my blog  my friend soorry i always need u when i m upsetttttttt here is the only place where i can express my feeling n rely on u completly that u will not complain n demand any thing neither u will hurt me bus that's i what i want to say

I m hurttttttttttttt :(

my angernesss on u

 after long long time i am again here back to my world  with lots of  feeling n emotions  i  dun knw i m hurt by many  many n many i was unalble to decide wether i m wrong or others are wrong but soon i realizes that i m also wrong n they  2  coz we clap by our both hand so fault is on both side
 firstly i was quite confused that what i have to do n what  i m doing  i was completly lost  i thought i should not lived  in this materialistic world i was exhausted by evryone's behaviour i knw iwas wrong but they  were 2
Finallyyyyyyyyy some one has to take step  to enjoys the colour of life so i did i said sorry to everyone n finally ask the eason of this behaviour they forgive me n their whole exhaustion  was on me n now they are completly relaxed n everything is back to normal but i was thinking that i said sooorrrrrrrie to them but no one realizes how much i was hurt by them how much i cried for them how much i was ignored by them n still i didnot said a single word
is it worth with me  that i even didnot get a sorrry from anyone of them with whom i m going to spend my time  i was so shocked n broken that if i m smiling for them it doesnot meant that i m not hurt by them but it's useless to express my agrresion i wont worth n their will be no difference between us so it's better to keep silent n enjoy with them n i forwarded but still this soorrrrryyyyyy  i want from them they think that i dun have heart i dun have feelings i m only a materaial for them
 n they think that i can only hurt them why they are not thinking that i m hurt by them 2
i m exhausted so finallyy i m here coz when i  stated thinking all about it i get quite depressed n until n unless i m not going to write here i m going to feel fresh now i m litttle bit fine n thnks to u my lovelyy bloggg
n THANKS to the creator of this world  allah i m very thankful to u that i said sorry to them so that now there is no hateredness in their heart for me n neither i hate them but ........................................
at times we get depressed when we think about past .............................

 n past teaches u a goood lesssonnnnnnnnnnnnnn.......

school life

 school  is a place where  we spent our entire childhood  is passed  we have no sense of talking  school life is the memorable life  which no one can forget even though they reached to the  last age of their  life  (old age )  school is a place where   we get  atticate n every little stuff is taught over there
             I passed my 13 years  in a one school n have so many  memories of that school after passing 7 i changed the school n took admission in another school which was totally different  1st year  of  that school was  like a hell for me but last two years were  awsome I m not going to forget that school till the last breath of my life 
                  those three years were memorable  had a huge friend circle  considered to be a good student in the eyes of teacher , had fun on each n every place of  that school but  now nothing is left  only behgi palkien n purani yadien 
         every one is bzy no one get times to interconnect although some of us are still in contact but we dun knw about other  we used to say that our friendship will be ever lasting n we will be with each other in   rough times but no one is there when i need them  they were busy with their new friend
             It teaches that   it is difficult to find a sincere friends friends are all around but very few of them  are their  it's difficult to find a precious stone between many of the people . 
                  I wish that each n everyone should have precious stone in their life for ever n they will be thier ever lasting for their support