part 2

hmmmmmm its difficult to complete any story well but still i have started this story so i have to end it  well that girl is selfish she simply says no n then she did a silly mistake by letin his sister knw all about it  n his sister scold him and thennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn not in mood to write nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww will write it sooonnnnnnnnn dun want to discuc about it as my mood swingss n i started hating my self 

love story which has no happy ending

 back to my inner world this time back with a story of a litttle innocent girl who has so many questions which she is facing in her life. to figure out she is rite here to express n tells u about a story 
preetttttttttttty girls wearing red colour dresss her long hairs were making her  appearance beautiful she entered in the halll numbber of people were there she went in her closet school friend engagement  she was very happy for her friend n was enjoying with her group.
                          She noticed suddenly that some one is continously cliking her picture not only she noticed  but everyone noticed this she was curious to knw who is the guy n why he is diturbing her she came to know that guy is her friends brother n he wants the pick by hook or by crook he stugggled alot n click more than 100 hundred picture of her she was very much confused n obbessed by his nature.That guy did his level best to talk to that girl but didnot get chance . that night she was thinking about what happened with her n was resting on her fluffy bed

     Next morning she asked her friend so her friend relax her by saying "mene apnae bhae ko kaha tha pics lene ka " 
so then the girl was relaxed after sometime another thing happened that guy took girl num from her sis cell but at that time she didnot have personsal cell n was using her sis cell but he  was un familiar to this so he test her n rply was giving by her sis with in the passage of time her sis n he became good friends n was like brother n sister  he used to talk to her sis about that girl only n he sed tosay her "akru" because she didnot talk to him time went on  and the time came for his sister marriage that girl went again in both the function in which she was invieted one day she wore black n on that he told her sis that she was looking very preety more than before   his sis marriage pass by n then 2 years passed after 2 year that guy was able totold the girl that he fell in love with her first he told her sister n that her he take 2 n half year to say this but what girl rply will tell u in upcoming post well go to go will soon complete this so called story which containg nothing in it only hardship n saddness n lonliness

hurt :(

hey again i m back to you today i m hurt by someone special  today i got a msg that disturbs me alot so i decided to talk to my friend so that she can make my mood  or i want to ditract my mind from that text that was taking my life or i was going in depression
MY bestttttttt friend text me to forward her msg to someone i did n i asked  what is goingon let me knw plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz neither my friend not the one one who i call my bro
okayyyyyyyyyy fine i dun mind if they are not intrested in telling me i dun want to knw about it i only text so that i can forget about that textttttttt
For long time iwas very angry n decided to show my feeling n anger on them but later on i decided i m not going to do that
i will keep all my angerness in me n will not tell anything to both of them  n this what i did but todayyyyyyyyyyy i m hurt but never mind it happens
there mysteries are the part of life so if this happen with me so it's okay at times people avoid u n they dun realize that this think hurt other n their absence is feel by us  well i only wrote it to comfort my self  only no personal harsh word or hateredness in my hurt n i knw i will be okay till morning i want to freak out so i did now i m  fine  so bye my blog  my friend soorry i always need u when i m upsetttttttt here is the only place where i can express my feeling n rely on u completly that u will not complain n demand any thing neither u will hurt me bus that's i what i want to say

I m hurttttttttttttt :(

my angernesss on u

 after long long time i am again here back to my world  with lots of  feeling n emotions  i  dun knw i m hurt by many  many n many i was unalble to decide wether i m wrong or others are wrong but soon i realizes that i m also wrong n they  2  coz we clap by our both hand so fault is on both side
 firstly i was quite confused that what i have to do n what  i m doing  i was completly lost  i thought i should not lived  in this materialistic world i was exhausted by evryone's behaviour i knw iwas wrong but they  were 2
Finallyyyyyyyyy some one has to take step  to enjoys the colour of life so i did i said sorry to everyone n finally ask the eason of this behaviour they forgive me n their whole exhaustion  was on me n now they are completly relaxed n everything is back to normal but i was thinking that i said sooorrrrrrrie to them but no one realizes how much i was hurt by them how much i cried for them how much i was ignored by them n still i didnot said a single word
is it worth with me  that i even didnot get a sorrry from anyone of them with whom i m going to spend my time  i was so shocked n broken that if i m smiling for them it doesnot meant that i m not hurt by them but it's useless to express my agrresion i wont worth n their will be no difference between us so it's better to keep silent n enjoy with them n i forwarded but still this soorrrrryyyyyy  i want from them they think that i dun have heart i dun have feelings i m only a materaial for them
 n they think that i can only hurt them why they are not thinking that i m hurt by them 2
i m exhausted so finallyy i m here coz when i  stated thinking all about it i get quite depressed n until n unless i m not going to write here i m going to feel fresh now i m litttle bit fine n thnks to u my lovelyy bloggg
n THANKS to the creator of this world  allah i m very thankful to u that i said sorry to them so that now there is no hateredness in their heart for me n neither i hate them but ........................................
at times we get depressed when we think about past .............................

 n past teaches u a goood lesssonnnnnnnnnnnnnn.......