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Saturday, September 18, 2010

the day I born

  The day when i born is when my mother was smiling but i was crying  I dun knw the feeling which she was having at that time but she was blessed by the daughter I dun knw   I heared by some one that she did not except me coz he want a son  so she refused to except me I dun know weather it is correct or not  if it is so it was her wish but today she loves me and cares for me  
                This was the begning of my life . This stupid stuff will be there in my mind but some how I am trying to get rid of but still memories and words always there. :(
             When I born there was some mishap with me my head  size increased day by day  so my mother used to get worried  people  used to say that i wont be a normal girl some says that i might die or some says that  she will look ugly or what so ever they all were  stupid ediot people I knw :(
       the fact is I am perfectly fine living my life  and   now there opnion are changed for me they  used to say that I m pretty  n i m smart I have only one problem  today why they are saying they  were the one who didnot want to except me but now they are why is that so ???
my mother always believes in only one God that my daughter will be fine  n she will be there n see   I  passed my 17 years 
  I am alive i want to thank only one Allah  he is the one  and my family. Today what ever I m is coz of my parents  I only have one question with everyone : why u people  do comment on other and  why ur opnion get change  day by day stick to one thing or dun say anything.
  there is a saying 
               "  dun  comment wrong this or dun   speak  rubbish it will   make ur life difficult and miserable "
 

Friday, September 17, 2010

Jesse McCartney - Beautiful Soul

lost in this world

this blog is for me and only   for myself ,where I  can share my personal feeling.Me and my inner existance  is totally different.A girl who used to live  in her own fantasy world  now She understands the real meaning of life and is in search of something to make her life completly perfect in her own way
              Well what to say about me .I am a girl who waste 17 years of life in doing nothing but now she want something for her soul and for her beautiful existance in this world
    A girl who is lost somewhere and is in search  of her  real culprit  and is removing her imposter image to have her perfect charming image