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Saturday, September 18, 2010

the day I born

  The day when i born is when my mother was smiling but i was crying  I dun knw the feeling which she was having at that time but she was blessed by the daughter I dun knw   I heared by some one that she did not except me coz he want a son  so she refused to except me I dun know weather it is correct or not  if it is so it was her wish but today she loves me and cares for me  
                This was the begning of my life . This stupid stuff will be there in my mind but some how I am trying to get rid of but still memories and words always there. :(
             When I born there was some mishap with me my head  size increased day by day  so my mother used to get worried  people  used to say that i wont be a normal girl some says that i might die or some says that  she will look ugly or what so ever they all were  stupid ediot people I knw :(
       the fact is I am perfectly fine living my life  and   now there opnion are changed for me they  used to say that I m pretty  n i m smart I have only one problem  today why they are saying they  were the one who didnot want to except me but now they are why is that so ???
my mother always believes in only one God that my daughter will be fine  n she will be there n see   I  passed my 17 years 
  I am alive i want to thank only one Allah  he is the one  and my family. Today what ever I m is coz of my parents  I only have one question with everyone : why u people  do comment on other and  why ur opnion get change  day by day stick to one thing or dun say anything.
  there is a saying 
               "  dun  comment wrong this or dun   speak  rubbish it will   make ur life difficult and miserable "
 

10 comments:

xyzandme said...

Anyone can make up things and tell you.The point is, can they support their claim?

my innerfeeling said...

yeah u r rite but i m jxt writting so that i can feel beeter

Anonymous said...

gud thing is u r quite mature at this young age. keep living with faith as u r..nd the saying is absolutely right. we all shud learn not to speak bad for others..

my innerfeeling said...

thnks for appreciation n this is only coz i want something to express my idea n views

Rooj Siddiqui said...

Well, I agree with majworld. You should have firm believe in yourself and Allah, he's going to make life worth living for you :)

Cheers.

my innerfeeling said...

yeah definetly rite now i onlu believe in myself n in one allah

ph_the princess said...

First of all I would say NEVER EVER LISTEN OR BELIEVE WHAT PEOPLE SAY be it the cas eof your mom not wanting ou or of your birth problem ... See the problem with world is you have so many people around you yet you've to know who are honest with you .. listen to those selective ones and the best is just listen to yur mom :)

Anonymous said...

well....though it's a tragedy of life with so many that parents don't want girls but boy...as they think that boy will make them proud and girl may let their heads down....Huh!

but as far as our Prophet Hadrat Muhammad SWS views are concerned...Girls are always blessing for parents.....he was father of Daughters and his family raced by his daughters....so always be proud of being a GIRL....and I am sure your parents would have come out of such feeling which they had at the time of your birth....They would definatly be proud of thier sweat daughter.... :)

my innerfeeling said...

ph_the princess
i dun listen them but sometimes it hurts well whatever it is i love my parents more than any thing in this world
n yeah u r rite n will act on ur advice

my innerfeeling said...

@capture universe i totally agreed with u but i m only writting these thing to tell people that they should not cooment on other n dun makes other lifes miserable